So today was listening to the radio, gving me the update on the news. they talked more about the war obviously, than this pneumonia-like disease going through China and now Toronto. So it got me thinking. How come nobody has even suggested these two events are linked?

Now it has long been predicted that the next World war will be a biological affair, not nuclear. So it got me thinking, is it so far fetched that Iraq had some biological weapon and they decided to start with China? Could they not of caused the water to be polluted and since it is in China, it looks like it's China's fault?

Think about this, i don't think it's so far fetched. I mean we've seen this kind of stuff in movies, where some evil maniac derives some biological weapon that destroys humans. they can pollute water and because everyone drinks water, these people are targeted. We've seen this stuff in Mission Impossible and James Bond all the time, moreso Mission Impossible.

I have been rather tired lately, and I don't see it getting any better. I've got such a busy week this week. I plan on going to the Design Project fair two days, then have Men's group one day. So I'll be downtown a lot this week. Then Friday have fellowship, which is always nice, but we usually do some stuff afterwards, which is also good, but then I get less sleep. And then Saturday I am going into Hamilton for a CC meeting, so a lot on my table, and I gotta do some research on my design project.

At the end of softball season last year I was approached and asked to coach a softball team the following year. The offer was rather interesting for me, it intrigued me. However, I also knew I could not say yes at the time, because i was not baptised. Still now I am not baptised, so when I was approached again, I really could not say anything, IN some way, I wanted to coach, but I knew I could not rush this baptism thing for the sake of softball. Now I say rush, but let's face it, here I am at this age, I am way passed rushing. But nevertheless, I don't know why I have not been baptised yet, something is holding me back. I know I want to in some point of time, but I then i'm not sure if this is the time. How do I know? Sometimes I feel like one must be somewhat equipped to be a baptised Christian, and I know I don't feel I am always equipped. Are there requirements one must fill to be baptised? Well, so now I am not coaching, I am not baptised, and really, I don't know whether I plan to this Easter, or Christmas, who knows? any thoughts?

I've been having some kinda scary dreams lately, I don't know what it is. Like I would end up waking up in the middle of the night because of them. Must be something psychological about it, because I don't knwo why, and let's hope they do not come true, cause it's not something I'd want to live. Weird thing is I hardly ever dream, and even less are they ever bad dreams, so that is why they have been rather unsettling lately. I don't want to get into these dreams, partly becuase I only remember one of them now, and it wasn't too good. Freaks me out just thinking about it. I should go read some books on dreams.

Baseball season is about to start, and I have broken the promise to myself to limit thenumber of fantasy teams I joined. I even went over the limit, creating a new Yahoo account so I can join one more league. So let's see how this goes, I have no idea right now. I am a fantasy-league addict, there should be groups for people like me. Anybody else got this addiction? We need to support each other. But the season is almost here, and I have one more draft, the ETCBC-draft. I won the football league few months back against them, that was fun, considering I did not follow football before joining the league. I won the championship, and now I need to prove it was no fluke, with baseball.