Tuesday, July 08, 2003

Last few days i've been listening to 680 news on the radio and they have been updating on the situation over in Singapore. This situation is that there is this surreal operation going on, with 5 top neurologists trying to seperate two conjoined twins who are 29 years old.

These two girls are Iranian, and have been loving a life together for 29 years. they go into this operation fully knowing that it's possible one or both may not survive the operation. this is because it is much easier to seperate two conjoined twins when theya re young, rather than fully grown adults.

so I was listening yesterday about some of the complications. because it has been 29 years, they have seperate brains, but over time they have started sticking to each other. So obviously that is some delicate process to seperate the brains.

So this morning, I found out that both of them had died. One died shortly before the second, but they were losing too much blood. Iran calls this operation failure a national catastrophe.

It is quite sad that this was the end result. But i guess it might of been worth the risk for these two girls, that there was some hope to live as normal people, seperate lives. So say a prayer for the family of the twins, and the nation of Iran. although Iran is thought to not have many Christians, and to be a major threat in terms of weapons, we should still pray for these nations.

Did some brief searching on the internet for some rental rooms downtown last night. And you know waht surprised me a lot, although it really should have. Is that there are a lot of rooms available with the criteria "gay +ve". I was like, oh, I see. It's an interesting criteria in the add actually, it should surprise me seeing where I am looking, but still. Anyways, I don't think i can live with someone gay. the only way would be if I've known this person for a long time now, otherwise, don't think I can do it.

furthermore, I am still looking for a place downtown for next year, so if anybody has something available or knows of something available, give me a shout.

here is a good question. Do you believe there is ONE and ONLY ONE soulmate out there for each one of us? Meaning, is there one person and one person alone that God intended you to be with?

I've thought about this before and I am not convinced it is true. Meaning I think there could be possibly more than one person in this world for me. But once one is found, the other will not happen kind of thing. I don't have much to back this up, so my views are not too strong on this one, but it's a thought. I mean we make choices, but we can make wrong choices right? So if everyone can make wrong choices, then it's possible that if I was meant to be with someone, but then i chose someone else before this real-ONE came along. then technically I have made a wrong choice, but then for that other person, there could still be someone else for them? do you get my drift? tell me waht you think?

Another example is if there was someone for you, but then you did not choose to be with them. So it's like a missed opportunity. And those opportunities do not always come along all the time, so isn't it possible there could be another opportunity with someone else at a later date?

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